My head tells me that I should move on, let go, and quit setting myself up to get let down. My head knows what it's like to feel unwanted. My head knows what it's like to be alone. My head knows what it's like to have to give up on something that I've wanted more than anything because that something gave up on me. But my heart knows what it's like to love. My heart knows that Victor Hugo got it right when he said, "To love another person is to see the face of God." My heart knows that making someone I love happy, is what makes my heart it's happiest. My heart says, "Don't you dare move those feet. Stay here because that love is coming back to find you." But how long can my heart wait until my head intervenes and says, "NO MORE!"
What determines if it's worth waiting? How do I know this is even what should be waiting for? How can I be so certain that life doesn't have different plans in mind for me?
There's too many questions, and far too much conflict between my head and my heart, to deal with in a simple blog post. I'll keep you posted though, imaginary friends, about all the answers as I get them!
